The last month

Less than 4 weeks until D-Day and they are passing by slower than ever before! I honestly think my belly has doubled its size in the last week, but thankfully no stretch marks...yet knock on wood. I have been trying to keep myself busy by doing crazy house cleaning and trying new recipes. I don't know how many times I have rearranged Lily's room and refolded her clothes. I'm so excited for her to come! I have dreams about what she is going to look like and what her laugh is going to sound like! She is already so loved and there are tons of people waiting to meet her and give her kisses!! Not to mention when she does come I get to have  normal body again. Not that it will happen over night but I'm excited to lay however I wants, not have swollen feet and hands, not have to pee every hour and be free from Lily kicking and rearranging my insides!! being pregnant has honestly been one of the hardest things I have had to go through, and I haven't had to give birth yet... that will be another story!

Life is Unpreictable

So yesterday was just one of those days. Things happen and you think "seriously why did this have to happen now". And then like 2 hours later all you can do is laugh at what's going on and when you wake up the next morning and realize that it wasn't a dream you have to face reality, and you laugh again. But if life didn't throw us unpredictable events then we wouldn't have the opportunities to grow and appreciate the times when everything is "going to plan". It gives us the chance to make decisions that we thought we would never have to make, it gives us the chance to see who we really are and it tests our faith to make sure we are where we need to be. I am grateful that I still have my family and friends and most of all I'm grateful I have an amazing husband who takes charge makes things better. Today is a new day and who knows what will happen... all I can say is BRING IT ON!!!